Monster's Story

Monster is my dog, it's a maltese.
It was initially named cherish.

I had this relationship with someone 2yrs+ back and we decided to have a pet of our own just like watching our kids grow. So we name it cherished, hoping that we will cherish each other just like how we cherish it. However things does not goes well for both of us, none of us were to blame and we parted and i kept the dog. I watched him grow up since the day i bring him to my home, from a puppy to a cute handsome young dog. It became very michievious as day passby, and my parents object me from keeping it. Partly i feel because they were afraid that i could'nt get out of the R/S. They did not know i was fine and i made my promise i will watch him grow old myself like a daddy. My parents always tried to give him off away to others and due to their actions, it heats me up. I often quarrelled with them, cold war for months just to let my dog stay with me. I feel that since i brought him to my life, i shouldn't neglect it. So my sister name him Monster as he was too mischievious. Fair enough, his funny acts won the heart of my parents and they fell in love with its mischievious-ness and innoncence. He'll never fail to hop by our side whenever he is awake, and sleep with us when we're asleep. I felt really relieved when they stopped asking me to give it off to others, for that i really thank god for the change of situation. To be frank, i did not even had a pic with him. I never bring him to nice places like east coast park for a stroll like my sister do. I know i will never have the chance anymore.

It went missing last night around 1am when i was asleep and my parents were burning their offerings to god. When must parents were backed, the pastic cover that is to stop it from sneaking out of home was misplaced. It broke free and never came back home anymore. Just when i was about to work mum told me about what happened.

Firstly i wanna apologize to my boss becaused i lied to her, i wasn't sick, i'm sorry.

So i began my search from 6am to 3pm. I walked around the whole estate looking for clues, i printed a lost port folio of monster hopefully someone would be nice to return me. I spend hours pasting around the estate, and it was worth it. Because i really want my boy back to my life. I made police reports, i made reports to SPCA, i still had hope within me until SPCA called and told us a maltese was knocked down by a car at Street 21. I was staying at street 71 and i had much confidence it was not monster but it turn out the be vice versa. It's body was cold, head was twisted and all our hearts were shattered in the family. At the point of time i really wished it got lost and was adopted by a family instead of ending its pity life. He was only 2yrs old this year. Tears rolled down my eyes, i bet you guys cant feel the pain in me. After all the pain and after all the circumstances it truthfully become a member of the family. Now that i don't have a chance to take a last picture with it, bring it for a last stroll... I totally regretted my life. I hereby wish you all the best in heaven Monster, may you watch us and keep us safe. Although this might be the last article about Monster but to me there isn't any last chapter. He will be forever living in my heart, 2 yrs of happiness in a lifetime.

Rest in peace.
With much love,
Daddy.

2 shirts,
1 jeans,
1 shoe,
1 tie.

Almost done with shopping.

I am a good boy this week, because i did not party and was homely on Sat!
btw why is monday so far from friday and friday so bloody near to monday.
Still learning to live up with it, life sucks.

I wait, and i wait and all i do is waiting for nothing.